You don't know me but consider this a cry of desperation I'm sending out into the universe. So this is what alienation feels like. I feel seperated from the world. I am here in body and mind even but my heart & soul is far away.
Tears are in me but they are held captive behind a wall inpenetrable by anyone, not even myself. How is it that a person destined for such greatness can be such a failure. I had and still have everything I need to make it and yet, I am nothing.
Failure in all that is life. Don't have a career, don't have love. Incapable of finding love and loving. Isn't it sad that the life of someone so young should amount to nothing? People have moved on, why haven't I? Why have I not grown from the person I was years ago? If anything I have become even more insecure, even more unsure of the world.
I am here but I am not alive.
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